Shrutiz Blogs

  When He’s there!!  When he is there, I have no fear, Why? I ask myself, why is he so dear? The world has torn me off, I am tired of standing on my feet that shake. Loosing myself, seeming difficult to remake. Lament, I sing throughout, missing him,   Oh!! Where are you Paa, I need to be besides him. Toiling nights to training days, going ambivalent on my emotion, I hated when he trained me but loved every notion. The world is harsh Paa, people are cruel around me, Wish to fall off, giving up, but I am alert as I can feel you see. I don’t want to look weak in your eye, That will be an insult to your upbringing and values that will never die. Wickedness gets me low on energy, Believe me I still am disciplined with no lethargy! Its just that you never treated me with inhumanity, I never knew how to survive such insanity. You made me grow in love and care,  Suddenly you left me alone in this vicious surround, is it really fair? Come back I wish to fight with you! ...

                                         Fly High In the Sky! I was born to fly high! giving the sun a HI-FI; Life is an ice-cream I don't deny; Before it melts want to take an achieving sigh! Excitingly I look back, lot of responsibilities in my sack, wish to serve the world for its best, Making it happen only puts me to rest! As a child I played on my dad's shoulder; cant let his values to moulder, He talked about the Great, achieving their crown; and said, Hero is a verb and not a noun!! Felicitation feels good, but has to be earned, Experience is the key for mistakes to be learned! I know many who buy their success; They may look good in this attractive dress; So silly though to have nothing original to express, Having little but real is enough to fluoresce. On the wings of hard work and loyalty, I bring along some humility, My soul is set free; feeling the br...

                                                        Build Yourself! I ask myself, Where am I? I hear, a little away from polishing personal skills. I work on it , to give it a perfect hit. When I slip, meticulous efforts I clip. I ask myself, Where am I? I hear, a little away from self discipline. Laziness is what I swallow, to enjoy the shine in my hallow, I ask myself, Where am I? I hear, a little away from self Love. I spread Love and see that it comes back, Knowing now sharing love is the best hack. I ask myself, where am I? I hear, a little away from learning new things. World is vast and so as the knowledge, updating yourself should definitely be your next pledge.  I ask myself, Where am I? I hear, a little away from Achieving. Working hard religiously is what I believe, Where anxiety and worries are ough...

                                       Confidence!! With the competition around, I was also asked to run.  Working like a mediocre, it had no fun. Friends had value as they made more money. Honestly though, I pitied their journey. Some for luxury; some for the fee, Happy for them and kind to thee, My  marriage  had lost the Engineer in me, Blurred days were those that I could see, At my end was depression!! Didn't know how would I redesign, Worked Worked Worked like in hell, Nobody to pull me out of this well. The only jewel that I carried, Was never to give up !!. but for how long with this I would live up? All of me was just lost in the past tense, It was then, I decided to  dance in my confidence. Breaking all the barriers, inspired by all  the warriors, Keeping Prayers in mind, believed my direction will lean the kind, Started walking towards restudying the fo...