when he's there

When He’s there!!

When he is there, I have no fear,

Why?, I ask myself, why is he so dear?

The world has torn me off,

I am tired of standing on my feet that shake;

Loosing myself, seeming difficult to remake.

Lament, I sing throughout, missing him,

Oh!! Where are you Paa, I need to be besides him.

Toiling nights to training days, going ambivalent on my emotion,

It was tough when he trained but loved every notion.

The world is harsh Paa, people are with intentions around me,

Wish to fall off, give up, but I am alert; as I can feel you watch me.

I don’t want to look weak in your eye,

That will be an insult to your upbringing and values which will never die.

Wickedness gets me low on energy, Believe me I still am disciplined with no lethargy!

Its just that you never treated me with inhumanity,

I never knew how to survive such insanity.

You made me grow in love and care,

Suddenly you left me alone in this vicious circumjacent, is it really fair?

Come back I wish to fight with you!

Want to lay upon your lap and hide too,

where the world won't be able to reach even if it wants,

Only your love and values in me, flaunts!

I know through the clouds you must be yelling at the top of your voice,

Shruti! you have to win, you have no choice!

I can hear you say, “I don’t care what the situation is, keep working hard, keep going and never let it cease!"

"Conceal your sorrows with a happy face,

for you have to be an acheiver, with no scope of escaping this maze";

"Paa blesses and will always be your brace";

"Make sure you do your best in this freaking race".

Have to follow what you taught,

You left me no way!!

Want to shout out loud in the open and say,

I miss you every day!

…………love you dad forever and ever!!

Yours little daughter

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